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Demo

by xheartworksx

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In my hands I held you for so long and in a moment of weakness I let go never i'll find the strength to forgive as long as I remember your name ill count my days, they last too long every night wasted thinking of you was a missed opportunity I should have taken but now i'm left to carry this burden with my opened wrists I understand when you said you tried I told you I believed you, I lied you couldn’t hide your apathy if you tried you told me to look inward so, I clawed, and cut my way into myself why are you scared? isn’t this what you wanted how much longer until i’ve bled out all my feelings for you
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the way it felt, when I knew it was all over all the air sucked from my lungs and filled with water I couldn’t breathe all I could do was watch it happen so I watched, so I watched I cant change your mind another excuse i’ll never use I couldn’t hide it, if I tried to i’d solve only whats behind for my own sake i’ll pray for more saints what if something hides behind your eyes
3.
your problem is you don’t know how to say goodbye one more time, say goodbye thought too long, no more this act of self-immolation serves no purpose other than to keep our noxious love viable (one more time) we both knew we'd get nowhere, clawing each other down like this. it's been long since i've had the heart to give (how much longer) I know you lied and i will stay until your dying day (i’ve changed my mind, please not like this)
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Ornament 03:05
I have so many regrets, and i’ll have them still tomorrow (how is it easier to watch me die than move on?) we never got to the point with any of this (you don't want to watch me grow old, you want my incessant embrace) all I wanted to do was do something (our memories never comforted you quite as much as knowing you'd be the last thing on my mind) and I wish that the threads of our lives were still woven together and its hurts from the first of the year, til the end of december and evermore, I miss that feeling a shell of what I once was the space which I long for no longer fits me does it feel so real as you hold it to your chest, and feel its weight move as you breathe hold it close, so close that it stings

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christian - guitar
paul - bass
ben - drums

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released January 27, 2024

art by tris10 pieces

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xheartworksx Dallas, Texas

straight edge screamo

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