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Fifth Favorite Story
02:13
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In my hands I held you for so long and in a moment of weakness I let go never i'll find the strength to forgive as long as I remember your name
ill count my days, they last too long
every night wasted thinking of you was a missed opportunity I should have taken but now i'm left to carry this burden with my opened wrists
I understand
when you said you tried
I told you I believed you, I lied
you couldn’t hide your apathy if you tried
you told me to look inward
so, I clawed, and cut my way into myself why are you scared?
isn’t this what you wanted
how much longer
until i’ve bled out all my feelings for you
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For All It's Worth
03:15
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the way it felt, when I knew it was all over
all the air sucked from my lungs
and filled with water
I couldn’t breathe
all I could do was watch it happen
so I watched, so I watched
I cant change your mind
another excuse i’ll never use
I couldn’t hide it, if I tried to i’d solve only whats behind
for my own sake i’ll pray for more saints
what if something hides behind your eyes
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A Moments Notice
02:37
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your problem is you don’t know how to say goodbye
one more time, say goodbye
thought too long, no more
this act of self-immolation serves no purpose other than to keep our noxious love viable
(one more time)
we both knew we'd get nowhere, clawing each other down like this.
it's been long since i've had the heart to give
(how much longer)
I know you lied
and i will stay until your dying day
(i’ve changed my mind, please not like this)
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Ornament
03:05
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I have so many regrets, and i’ll have them still tomorrow
(how is it easier to watch me die than move on?)
we never got to the point with any of this
(you don't want to watch me grow old, you want my incessant embrace)
all I wanted to do was do something
(our memories never comforted you quite as much as knowing you'd be the last thing on my mind)
and I wish that the threads of our lives were still woven together
and its hurts from the first of the year, til the end of december
and evermore, I miss that feeling
a shell of what I once was
the space which I long for no longer fits me
does it feel so real as you hold it to your chest, and feel its weight move as you breathe
hold it close, so close that it stings
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